He's not mine anymore....maybe....='(

hey2.....dh bpe ary gk x update blog eh....em...agk busy lorh...ni pon assignment x ciap2...-_-'...mcm2 happen lately ni...berkaitan kwn...boyfren....bab kwn tu shewa ase rmai yg hadapi...tu nnty bila2 shewa cte...2day i wanna write about boyfren...about my heart yg dh byk kali dihancurkn...sadisnyee la kn...huhu...shewa x nk la cte sal ksh2 sblm ney...t smpi thn dpn pon x hbs tulis kan...hee..bnde ni bru happen just a few month ni...since end of the last year...shewa knl mamat ni dh setahun lbh jgk..and we all semakin rapat bila dye come back n stay at his hometown...which is at segamat jgk...bila ktorg makin rapat ni,mula la prasaan muncul...dye bek sgt kat shewa...care sal shewa...that's y shewa boleh TERJATUH syg at dye...even we all never meet....just know him at chatting room...yela,ade org kata knl kat alam cyber ni bkn bole pcye...but,i trust him...slh 1 sbbnye dye x pnh ckp BENDA kotor ngan shewa...korg phm an mksd shewa...lau mcm guy len tu,bru2 knl je dh ckp DIRTY...


okla...kte gelarkn dye S ek....senang...dye ni org bese2 je...tp sgt responsible...and he's the one wo make me laugh,smile,hepy and cry....dye sgt brmakna tuk shewa....and i'm hepy coz i got him as boyfren at last...but yg sdehnye...i'm no.2...:(..rmai kwn2 shewa mrh....n ade jgk yg bg smgt...shewa mang dh x pk ape...sbb shewa dpt org yg shewa syg...tp tula...shewa num 2..sad kn...ase cm madu tiga plak...heehee...agpon,b4 declaire agy dye mang dh anggp shewa gf dye...entahla...shewa tw dye keliru....mkwe dye tyme tu x mmahami dye...and shewa plak jnis mmahami....amek berat...so,he feel comfortable wif me...mcm2 la cte sal shewa ngan S ni....ade smpi ktorg hmpir ptoz kwn....ade shewa gdo ngn pmpn tu...mcm2 dugaan.....


dipendekkn cte...tbe2 family S ngn pmpn tu brbincang nk satukn dorg.....OMG!!mcm mne shewa nk hdapi??she got him fully...but me??ya Allah...dlm aty shewa ni Allah je yg tw...sdeh yg tramat...smpi arini shewa still nangez mngenangkn cte tu...yg wt shewa sdeh agy,he don't want to let me go....and he still anggp ktorg couple till today...he still call me 'syg'...pdihnye aty ni......i will loss him...dye x bole nk kata ape...sbb mak dye ngn fmily pmpn tu dh lme bincang tnpa pngetahuan dye...cbe korg bygkn..mne dye nk ready...umo bru 19 kot...dye msih ade misi dlm hdp dye...shewa x tw mcm mne nk trima situation ney...berat mata memandang...lg berat bahu yg memikul...kan...now...i don't know what to do..its hard 4 me to forget him....


dear S,sy akan slalu sygkn awk...slamnye...insyaAllah...ade jdoh,x kemane...kan...just take cre of urself...jgn kje kuat2...sy kat sni ade tuk awk slamnye...ade dlm aty awk slamnye...thanks for everything dear...<3


p/s: kes ni bru je happen yesterday.....:(